How do you try to
explain to students who have grown up all their lives being discriminated
against that discrimination was the cause of a World War? What words can say
"look you suffer each day but let's learn how their story is
different/worse/more intense/more publicized than yours"? I'm struggling
with these things as I am getting more comfortable in my role as a
"teacher" at City Mission Educational Services (CMES). So often, the
Holocaust is presented in such a way that nobody could understand or empathize.
It was such a tragedy that there is no good way to teach about it. For this
reason we often don’t. That's not my style. Starting with human rights and
moving through to the Holocaust I intend to shed light on the toughest parts of
our past and share the story that weighs down on so many people even decades
later. I want so badly to empower these
young learners to take charge of their education and appreciate the history of
our world but sometimes I feel like I can't even begin to teach them about the
human rights violations that plagued our past when they are still living in the
repercussions of Apartheid each and every day. I feel really silly. My students
want to learn but because of the situation they have found themselves in they
are not able to be vocal about their education. They can't learn what they
really care about. I wonder if they have ever been asked what they actually
want to learn. This is partially because of the national curriculum that
prohibits creativity at all costs but it is also because so many people have
expected them to fail that the minimum is exceptional. I've been grappling with
a way to inspire and motivate these students for a while. Thumbing through pages
of research and trying to engage them in this process has kept me quite busy.
In fact I'm doing more planning than teaching. I'm not sure if this is a good
thing. Regardless of the push back from
the students and the system I'm determined to succeed. I want to show them how
easy it is for discrimination to become our norm. I hope to explain that there
is no simple answer to these complex histories but there are things we can do
to advocate for the future so these injustices do not happen to any person ever
again. I'm realizing there's not enough time so I need to make my mark fast or
I'll miss out! Time is flying by faster
than I can believe and I'm learning so much. The worst part is that it's just
becoming more clear that I'm never going to want to leave. I already know that
this is someplace I'll be dying to return. CMES is a crazy, stressful,
surprising, intense, throw something new at you each day type of school and I
LOVE IT! I couldn't have asked for a better way to experience Cape Town. My
students teach me something new every day and whether it hits me instantly or
hours later I am appreciating every minute I have to spend with them!
Grade 9 watching "The Wave" |
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